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Wanting in excess of your fair share [mahicchA] Lust [kAmarAga] Deviousness [mAyA] Grasping for the Sensual Realms [kAmarAga] Grasping for the Form Realms [rEparAga] Grasping for the Formless Realms [arEparAga] Vengefulness [byApAda] EFTA01163596
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Directed Anger [dosa] Undirected Anger [kodha] Irritability [pAEigha] Dislike [arati] Wrong View [micchA diEEhi] Delusion [moha] False View of Individuality [sakkayaditthi] Doubt [vicikicchA] Adherance to Superstitions [sElabbatapArAmasa] EFTA01163597
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Conceit [mAna] Absent-Mindedness [uddhacca] Ignorance [avijjA] Heavy Medium Subtle Greed Hatred Delusion TABLE 37.2 Heavy, Medium & Subtle Defilements in the Three Defilement Groups 414 A Manual of Peace: 38 Steps towards Enlightened Living honest means you could save up to EFTA01163598
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buy it (such a feeling is not desiring for things in a dishonest way) — however, even if you have a big salary, but you think to cheat someone else in order to get the thing you want, instead of paying for it — such a feeling is desiring things in a dishonest way; 2. Open Covetousness [abhijjhAvisamalobha]: This is the desire for something so strong that you can no longer keep the desire EFTA01163599
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to yourself. You cannot stop yourself from showing an interest, from staring at the thing you want or even using unscrupulous means to get what you want; 3. Discrete Covetousness [abhijjhA]: This is the desire for something which is strong, but not so strong that you cannot conceal your interest; 4. Wanting to obtain things by unscrupulous earnings [pApicchA] this sort of greed EFTA01163600
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doesn't go as far as stealing things, but means when people use money of uncertain origin to pay for what they desire. They pay using earnings accrued in an unscrupulous way. It is like someone who wants to get rich and he will do any sort of work to achieve his end — even if it means selling drugs or stolen goods or gambling or going into prostitution to earn their living. Besides indirectly EFTA01163601
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bringing harm to society, of course such desire will detract from one's credability; 5. Wanting in excess of your fair share [mahicchA]: This is when one's greed gets out of hand to the point one loses one's consideration for others. It is like someone who takes more than their fair share of food on the table — or a member of a group who shares a taxi with them but who refuses to contribute his EFTA01163602
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fair share of the taxi fare at the end of the journey. It is also illustrated by the sort of person who goes into a business partnership, but who is reluctant to pay for anything extra if he knows that the returns will be shared. However, his reluctance soon disappears if the profit ever comes to him personally! It is not stealing, or income from unscrupulous livelihood, but it is still taking advantage EFTA01163603
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of others; 6. Lust [IcArnarAga]: This is being attracted obsessively to someone or something — like someone who is attracted to someone of the opposite sex (even if he never mentioned his love to anyone). Some people might ask whether such love is wrong, because it doesn't take advantage of anyone else — in fact it may not be harmful to anyone, but it is a defilement, a subtle EFTA01163604
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one. It is of no harm if the object of your love is not already married — but as we have learned in Blessing Thirty-Six, wherever there is love, tears must follow. Even if you have only ever loved your lawful wedded spouse and have never taken an interest in anyone else, it is still unwise to harbour this defilement of sensual pleasure in your mind, because it may cause you problems some time in the EFTA01163605
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future; 7. Deviousness [mAyA]: This is when you would like to get something but you are too embarrassed to ask for it directly — therefore you find an indirect way of obtaining what you want — like saying, "I guess you don't use this any more? If you leave it lying around it will probably go rusty!" in order that someone gives you something they own but which you want. You EFTA01163606
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wouldn't have the courage to ask for such a thing directly. It also includes all the daft things young people do in front of a mirror before they go courting a boy-/girlfriend; 8. Grasping for the Sensual Realms [kAmarAga]: This is when you still have an attraction for sensual pleasure which will cause you to be reborn in the sensual sphere; 9. Grasping for the Form Realms [rEparAga]: This is when you still have some EFTA01163607
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attraction for the pleasures of the form absorptions. When one meditates to the degree one attains the first absorption or higher, one attains happiness that money cannot buy. Of course, the happiness of complete liberation from defilements is superior to this — but some people who attain such meditation think that it is the ultimate, because some people who attain this level can even perform EFTA01163608
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miracles. Therefore they don't try to make Blessing Thirty-Seven: Freedom from Subtle Defilements 415 any further progress. Their spiritual progress gets stuck at this point and they lose sight of their long-term goal. However, to have attained form absorptions to become deluded by is still far superior to attaining nothing at all!; 10. Grasping for the Formless Realms [arEparAga] : If you attain the formless EFTA01163609
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absorptions but you become elated by your attainment instead of training yourself further then you will be subject to this subtle defilement and be unable to make any further progress; B.2.2 Hatred Group [dosa]: Hatred includes all the defilements which react with aversion to unpleasant stimuli. It can mean the thoughts or expressions of aggression towards others, their possessions or their reputation — and includes EFTA01163610
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anger and illwill. In approximate order of decreasing seriousness, hatred comes in the following varieties: I. Vengefulness [byApAda]: This is anger, grudges, spite or the wish to destroy others that is so strong that if you don't succeed in destroying someone today, you will make sure you succeed on a future occasion. It is like water boiling so violently that it will spit out of the container and EFTA01163611
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scald the people nearby; 2. Directed Anger [dosa]: This is anger itself with the thought to kill the object of your anger or burn down their house or kick them or insult them or discredit them. This is like water at a rolling boil, where you can hear the sound of the bubbles breaking; 3. Undirected Anger [kodha]: This again is anger, but not yet with the accompanying thought of how to express the anger. It is the EFTA01163612
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sort of anger that comes from biting your tongue when you are eating or inadvertantly stubbing your toe. You have not yet put the blame on anyone — it is just a feeling. This is like the fizz of water that is starting to simmer; 4. Irritability [paEigha]: This is not so serious as anger, but it is the feeling of friction in one's mind when there is aversion present. When a mother wants to sit for meditation and her EFTA01163613
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daughter has the radio turned up loud, she will say, "Can't you turn down the volume, I would like to meditate now?" When her daughter says, "Why do you have to meditate now?" although the mother is not angry, she will be irritated by her daughter's lack of co-operation. Although irritability per se is of negligable harm, you have to overcome it because it has the potential to developing EFTA01163614
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into fully-fledged anger; 5. Dislike [arati]: This is the sort of feeling of awkwardness when you have a slight difference in taste from another person but you have to share in their activities or share the same workplace. Thus you would prefer not to share in the same activities as this person. If you still have such a feeling, your mind is still under the sway of the subtle defilements of the mind. B.2.3 Ignorance Group [moha]: EFTA01163615