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the mind by seeing the Noble Truths and can eventually become fully-enlightened. D. ILLUSTRATIVE EXAMPLES D.1 Milakkha-Tissa Thera (AA.i.21, SA.ii.199ff) In the time of the Buddha there was a hunter called Milakkha. Every day of his life since his youth, he had been involved with killing animals in one way or another. He had done evil every day of his life until there was virtually nothing EFTA01163336
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left in his heart in the way of virtue. One day, the miniscule amount of good deeds he had done in his past caught up with him. He started to think of his state of affairs. He had been setting his traps in the forest and was thirsty. He saw some monks practising meditation in the forest and walked straight into their encampment looking for something to drink. The monks were sitting in meditation or practising walking EFTA01163337
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meditation, trying to maintain the quality of their minds. Even though some of the monks were already arahants, he didn't feel anything special when 382 A Manual of Peace: 38 Steps towards Enlightened Living he saw them, because his mind was still caught up with the usual concerns of trapping and killing. Thus he ignored the monks and walked straight into one of the monk's kutis looking for something to drink. He opened up the water jar EFTA01163338
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in the monk's kuti, but even though the jar was full of water, it looked completely empty to him. As a result of seeing the water jar all dried up with his unquenched thirst, he turned round and insulted the monks saying, "What do you do all day long? Sitting around, walking up and down but leaving your water jars empty when your neighbours are thirsty. You go preaching to everyone else to be generous and hospitable, EFTA01163339
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but when it comes to playing the host yourself, you don't show any interest". An arahant nearby knew that the hunter had been blinded by his own bad karma. He said, "Take a rest from your insulting in the shade and I will bring you some water." He brought more and more cups of water until the hunter had quenched his thirst and could start to talk some sense. The hunter started to notice the things around him. He saw how EFTA01163340
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radiant the arahant was and what good manners he had. He thought,"Even after being insulted he has shown no anger but has even brought water for me to drink. If it had been me on the receiving end of some insults I would probably have killed the offending person by now. Even though I have still not gone to a new existence, I still cannot see the water that is filling a water jar. Supposing I were to die, I would surely go to hell. Even EFTA01163341
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though good things are there before my eyes, I cannot see them. My life is indeed in a sorry state." Therefore the hunter sat and discussed the Dhamma with the arahant. He received abundant food for thought from the arahant. He realized how much evil he had collected for himself. Only then did he realize that his whole life had been concerned with evil. If anyone had told him that killing was bad before he EFTA01163342
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would say, "What do you think you're saying? Don't you eat meat then?" Today he listened to the teaching of the arahant, and as the result, for the first time in his life he started to fear evil. Thus he asked to ordain. The arahant looked at the potential of the man and allowed him only to ordain as a novice. He thought that as a monk he would never make it. The arahant taught the new novice meditation, but EFTA01163343
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because of all the evil he had done in his past, his meditation was always disturbed and haunted by images. Everytime he closed his eyes for meditation he could never imagine the object of meditation. He always felt as if all the animals he had killed had come back to haunt him, twitching as if in their death throes on his lap. He couldn't close his eyes without being disturbed. In the end he went to the arahant and asked to disrobe EFTA01163344
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because he felt his original inspiration for practice had burned out. He asked permission to revert to his old livelihood of hunting. He thought to himself that if he was going to be born in hell anyway that there was not much harm in falling into hell a little bit deeper than before . . . The arahant didn't try to persuade the novice otherwise, but he asked the novice to do one final chore before disrobing — to bring some EFTA01163345
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green wood to make a fire.The novice did as the arahant said, but as hard as he tried, he could not manage to light the fire. Once the novice had tired himself out, the arahant asked the novice to stand to one side and said that he would light it for him. The arahant meditated and split the earth deep down until both of them could see the deepest level of hell [aveci]. The arahant took an piece of embers from Aveci hell, the EFTA01163346
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size of a firefly and lit the green wood. It burned to a cinder in a fraction of a second as if it were nothing more than tissue paper. The novice was frightened. Before he hadn't realized how hot the fires of hell were. His teacher said, this is how hot a cinder from hell is. Supposing the whole of you has to fall into hell, can you imagine how hot that will be? Milakkha no longer dared to disrobe — no matter how badly he was EFTA01163347
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haunted when he meditated, he was not discouraged. He kept up his practice for several years with an earnest. The hauntings became less frequent and eventually disappeared altogether. His mind became more peaceful and radiance arose from within. The arahant allowed him to take full ordination as amonk. Milakkha practiced with earnest. Eventually he came to the day when he managed to maintain the EFTA01163348
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Blessing Thirty-Three: Seeing the Four Noble Truths 383 positivity of mind to the full. His old merits together with the new merits of his continuous practice came to fruition. His teacher saw his progress and saw that he was ready to hear his teaching. He said: "Honour will accrue to all who are earnest, who have mindfulness, right livelihood and acting only as the result of consideration in advance. When self-controlled and abiding EFTA01163349
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in the Dhamma without recklessness." Milakkha examined himself: seeing that he had earnest (ever since seeing the fires of hell), mindfulness (no longer was he disturbed by haunting images), right livelihood (as a monk his maintenence of the monastic discipline was unblemished), thinking before speaking or acting and certainly not reckless. Milakkha saw that he had accomplished all that his teacher EFTA01163350
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had set for him. He felt content and refreshed by his own conduct. The satisfaction of keeping the Precepts properly is considerably more powerful than any worldly achievement. For Milakkha, the contentment allowed his mind to become unified and stop. He attained DhammakAya, and used the DhammakAya to consider the Four Noble Truths until he became enlightened at the level of the non-returner EFTA01163351
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[anAgAmE]. He couldn't attain arahatship because he had not trained himself sufficiently in previous lifetimes. When he passed away, he could not yet enter upon Nirvana but was born in the BrahmA world called the Pure Abodes [SuddhAvAsa]. There he continued to purify his mind until he could enter upon Nirvana. D.2 Ex. KisAgotamE TherE (DhA.ii.270ff) KisA GotamE lived in SAvatthE. She was known as EFTA01163352
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KisA GotamE because of her slim body. She married a rich young man and a son was born to them. The son died when he was just a toddler and KisA GotamE was stricken with grief Carrying her dead son, she went everywhere asking for medicine that would restore her son to life. People thought she had gone mad. But a wise man seeing her pathetic condition, decided to send her to the Buddha. He advised her, `Sister, the Buddha is EFTA01163353
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the person you should approach. He has the medicine you want. Go to him.' Thus she went to the Buddha and asked him to give her the medicine that would restore her dead son to life. The Buddha knowing her distracted mental condition told her to go looking for some mustard seeds from a home where there had been no death. Overjoyed at the prospect of having her son restored to life, KisA GotamE ran from house EFTA01163354
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to house, begging for some mustard seeds. Everyone was willing to help her but she could not find a single home where no death had ever occurred. The people were only too willing to part with their mustard seeds, but no-one could claim never to have lost a loved one in death. As the day dragged on, she realised that hers was not the only family that had faced death and that there were more people dead than EFTA01163355